I was gonna wait for it to come to me, but then that's never good. But yeah to prove my point in this one-
But anyways, it's 5 in the evening and it's still summer. I took a lab exam today, it was only oral exam but still exam yeah. I am less than a month away from the end of this semester. And something I've done throughout this semester is not attend enough classes. Kidding(not really), I've tried and sometimes tried hard to do try and follow this impulse, like a sudden idea/thought and do it. No matter how unfit it is for a situation, I've tried doing some cool things this semester and gotten good amount of shit done.
Like I'm the most unproductive person in summers, but I've taken a impulse like 'hey sid, let's stop writing this newsletter it's not working' and gone ahead with it. It feels good to stay in the moment and know what's next in that context.
Well yeah so with that I've gotten to planning a lot less and that stops my overthinking. Wow that would've sounded like a sorted life for the 18 year old me but guess whattt! I'm 20 freaking years old-
That's two decades of me on this planet and I'm equally happy and shooketh about it.
Well back to my impulse theory- it has also helped me to be more in the moment, like you're gonna want to do things only when you're not occupied with a shit ton before and I think everybody knows exactly what I mean when I say being occupied :') It's been going okay.
I think I'm gonna stop writing here, but when I stop writing the next time I'm gonna tell you about my two most favorite books I've read that month because I've been reading but I'm like bored sometimes. So that'll be exciting.
Cool.
Will it be raining the next time I send one of these out? We shall see
Bye
Sid x